Emphasis on Hopeless

"There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go"- Anonymous

I looked up quotes of heartbreak today and that is the one quote that I felt matched how I feel the title of my blog for today is called "Emphasis on Hopeless" because I like a lot of other 20 something girls am I hopeless romantic I eat up like a great piece of New York Cheesecake which is rare to find where I live lol, But my question is, is it still out there real Romance? It's something that I as a hopeless romantic long for and have never really had the only time that I did get close to real romance was in the fifth grade and the guy I dated back then is gay now. I look at all these Rom-Com movies and keep asking god hello where's my Noah,Edward, Jacob, Gery, etc. Does anyone else feel this way other than me I know I'm still young but I just keep hoping it will happen hopefully soon .

One Crappy Weekend

It started off ok as any other weekend until I spoke with my mother when she let me know that we no longer had electricity and that we would be staying with my aunt, I then got to speak with my crush whom had just returned from iraq which was a relief for me because I was always worrying about him. Saturday was alright then Sunday came I woke up from a weird dream and had checked my fB of course to my dismay I saw something that completely shocked me my crush's relationship status had changed from single to "in a relationship" but with whom it remains a mystery I still wonder why he did he change his status he wasn't in relationship with anyone the last time I spoke with him I felt so heart broken thinking to myself all those months of speaking to one another trough email, letters, and IM and then it hit me like a ton of bricks may he was just not that into me it hurts of curse to realize that the person who has comforted you through all your prior heart breaks is the one breaking your heart =/, later on that day once I was all cried out my mother had told me that she washed my coat but what she didn't realize that in my coat was my ipod one of my only other ways to vent was to listen to music and now my dear sweet ipod which I of course named Romeo died through drowning all the music that I choose to put in there lost. But one of my friends did say something that is true I can replace my ipod,my crush and have my electricity turned on again and that brought me the comfort I needed.

Me

I figured whomever will be reading this would like some kind of background on who I am, Well I am what my name is a Mixed Chic born in Maryland raised in New York City and currently in living in Maryland. I decided to come up with a blog so that I may have a place to vent and have fun whomever is reading this Hi! How are you ? Good, Bad oh that's to bad I hope everything gets better. Anyways I've always liked to write it has always been a way for me to express my feelings my blog will be a tad inspired by Mrs Carrie Bradshaw of Sex & the City Love Love Love that show. Being a 20 something ain't all its cracked up to be but as my journey go's I hope that you'll enjoy my blogs and maybe we can be friends who knows enjoy :)