One Crappy Weekend

It started off ok as any other weekend until I spoke with my mother when she let me know that we no longer had electricity and that we would be staying with my aunt, I then got to speak with my crush whom had just returned from iraq which was a relief for me because I was always worrying about him. Saturday was alright then Sunday came I woke up from a weird dream and had checked my fB of course to my dismay I saw something that completely shocked me my crush's relationship status had changed from single to "in a relationship" but with whom it remains a mystery I still wonder why he did he change his status he wasn't in relationship with anyone the last time I spoke with him I felt so heart broken thinking to myself all those months of speaking to one another trough email, letters, and IM and then it hit me like a ton of bricks may he was just not that into me it hurts of curse to realize that the person who has comforted you through all your prior heart breaks is the one breaking your heart =/, later on that day once I was all cried out my mother had told me that she washed my coat but what she didn't realize that in my coat was my ipod one of my only other ways to vent was to listen to music and now my dear sweet ipod which I of course named Romeo died through drowning all the music that I choose to put in there lost. But one of my friends did say something that is true I can replace my ipod,my crush and have my electricity turned on again and that brought me the comfort I needed.