Two months have gone by since my sudden heartbreak and he is now back in my life once more and yet my heart still only palpitates for him, and in one more week I will be hopping on a plane to another state to go and see him am I hoping for anything to become of this daring adventure no! Although deeply inside the hopeless romantic in me hopes that he’ll realize that I am what he wants in a girlfriend and will ask me to be with him.
Sadly this is not so yes he’s attracted to me but his excuse now that he is available “ I don’t want to date anyone” I told him I know it means that he just doesn’t want to date me and that he’ll probably end up dating some girl eventually and he said that I’ll probably be dating someone else which could be true and I have since the first heartbreak but I just couldn’t feel anything for that guy not to mention he has a few screws loose he then of course wanted to change the subject and we did.
He has confessed that he’s physically attracted to me but when it comes to the “Girlfriend” category it’s never been an option that’s why I titled it He loves me He love me not. Each petal represents this high and low that he gives me although there are rarely any low moments I am happy whenever I speak to him he always knows how to mellow me out maybe someday he’ll get down to that last petal and realize he does have the same feeling for me as I do for him.
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