And Its Complicated!?!
So I know it’s been awhile but I haven’t really been in the writing mood. I went to see him and things were perfect but as for the status of this sudden weekend rendezvous our status is still questionable. Why did I do this to myself why did I spend all this money on a guy who even after all my efforts still wouldn’t give me the time of day -_- when I got back everything was fine but as time has progressed things have changed no more daily talks on the phone and our texts have become well very limited. Could there be another who has captured his affection probably and I have to say that I of course once more have ended up with the short end of the stick fan freaking tastic ugh it angers me and frustrates me!. I know that I didn’t do anything wrong because I actually can express my feelings and I am not shallow. Maybe I will meet someone one better who isn’t emotionally challenged but it’s been two years I’ve been waiting to meet the right guy forever where the hell is he! I see some terrible women who are with these great guys and I think to myself WTF! Do they see in them does there strong will make them attractive I’m strong willed I just don’t openly express it I take care of myself I pay for my bills, but the guy department is just ridiculous and it seems like the only guys that are attracted to me are little boys who do not have their Sugar.Honey.Iced.Tea together or there just unavailable in some way. But back to the story so I am stuck in this status limbo what are we? When did dating in your 20’s become so difficult? Sigh I just give up =/
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